In general, I love to write about sexier stuff like travel, fashion, and lifestyle for women over 50 but sometimes life intervenes. Taking care of a sick loved one is a challenge. Obviously, you’d like to see them get better but sometimes it’s a waiting game. It affects everything in your life from going out with friends, your work, traveling, and even what you eat. However, you will survive caregiving if you take care of yourself too.
For the past several years I’ve been taking care of my significant other who started off with one type of cancer (a rare non-aggressive lymphoma) and was diagnosed with Pancreatic Cancer. It’s one of the worst cancers you can get but there have been trips to the ER, chemo, endoscopies, blood clots, and other problems we’ve had to deal with. You never know what to expect on any given day.
To survive caregiving take care of your own well-being
At the risk of sounding selfish, I want to focus on how the caregiver can survive the caregiving experience for those who are taking care of someone who is ill. The fact is, you need to be taken care of too or it can have a negative impact on YOUR health. Based on my own experience, I want to share a few tips I’ve found to be helpful in reducing the stress and difficulties that come with taking care of a loved one.
Do everything you can to stay healthy
I can’t believe all the times I felt like something was wrong with me whether it was sore shoulders, creaky knees, or even thinking I was growing tumors myself. It’s easy to be a hypochondriac when you’re a caregiver. However, it’s critical to stay on top of your health.
If you think something’s wrong, don’t be a martyr and get checked out right away. It’s easy to put it off because of all of your loved one’s needs, but that won’t help you survive your caregiving ordeal mentally. If all is well, I assure you, your doctor will at least give you the confidence that you’ll be okay.
Take time for self-care
I went months without getting my hair done and felt mousy and dumpy. When I finally walked out of the salon with a new dye and do, I was a new person. Be a little selfish. Buy a new outfit, get your nails done, have a therapeutic massage, or anything you feel will help you survive with your confidence intact. If you can’t afford it, realize you can’t afford to not do it. Caregiving is not only tiring but takes a hit on your self-confidence if you let it.
Be organized
Did I mention this is the 2nd guy I’ve taken care of? My husband had brain cancer, so I’ve been a caregiver before. If your patient is narcissistic and both my husband and significant other have had their moments, it can be like pulling teeth to get them to get their affairs in order. You don’t want to be morbid about it so they won’t lose hope, but the fact is, if they die, you’ll be stuck with a big mess if you don’t take care of the financial tasks ahead of time.
When I look at couples who are attached at the hip and will do anything for each other, it’s hard not to be jealous. Unfortunately, not all patients will put your interests at the top of their to-do lists. They’re busy fighting a terrible disease and they sometimes need a little prodding. Or A LOT of prodding. They procrastinate because it makes them focus on the final outcome.
What you need to have in place in the event of an emergency
- Make sure you have a list of your loved ones’ computer passwords for their bank accounts, health care info, car loans, financial documents, etc.
- Have them fill out their advance directive, POLST Form, and instructions on funeral arrangements. Put this information in a safe place where you can find it.
- Put a File of Life magnet on your refrigerator with all of your patient’s medical information on it. If you have to call 911, for any reason, the paramedic will see this and have all the necessary info. I also recommend you have one for yourself.
A friend of mine has created a whole workbook for that you can download called Getting Affairs in Order.
Here is something I learned in my caregiving journey: If your patient falls, do not attempt to pick him or her up because you can hurt yourself. Call 911 and as for a pickup and assist. A fireman will arrive and pick up your patient. I learned this from a hospice nurse after I almost strained myself picking him up off the ground.
Keep a calendar you can sync with your phone and tablet
I use my Google calendar. If you have a Google account (Gmail) it’s one of the features and you can easily access and sync it to all your devices. I keep track of my work and personal obligations, his numerous doctor appointments, procedures, scans, and all the other appointments we go to each week.
Get away from it all even for an hour
Have you heard about Forest Bathing? The Japanese call it shinrin-yoku which means “bathing in a forest atmosphere. Find a natural area like a forest or even a city park. Turn your phone on vibrate so it won’t startle you but is available if there is an emergency. Take in and savor the environment, the smells, sounds, air, and sunlight. Let all of it fill your entire body. Breathe in the fresh clean air to find calm and relaxation. To learn more, please read Forest Bathing by Dr. Qing Li.
Don’t put your entire life on hold
Sometimes you need a break because caregiving can be isolating. Ask for help from a friend, relative, or hire a temporary caregiver for the day. Your mental survival depends on it.
Caregiving can also disrupt your work if you still have a job or run a business. You may have to cancel appointments suddenly to deal with an emergency. The stress of caregiving can cause you to become distracted which makes it difficult to focus on your goals. That’s normal.
Keep working to envision your future in a positive way. Losing a loved one can take a hit on your finances and may even impact your living situation. To survive caregiving you need a plan to move forward with your life and the more you can put in place toward that goal, the easier it will be. Work on your vision board, your sense of purpose, and put some money away if you can.
Being a caregiver is scary and may even give you nightmares
When someone has a terminal disease you never know what will happen on any given day. You may find yourself checking to see if they are still breathing or experience vivid nightmares that give you chills. It can make you nuts. When you find yourself having an anxiety attack, breath slowly, meditate, do affirmations, pet a dog, have a glass of wine, or whatever helps you relax. It will pass.
Realize your patient is lucky to have you
Patients often get grumpy to the point that you may want to smack them. (Please don’t!) They have a lot to deal with emotionally and physically. Cut them some slack. But a patient who has you as their caregiver is also lucky. There are so many Baby Boomers who are at the age when health issues come into play. Some don’t have a partner, children, or even many friends to provide caregiving and be an advocate for them. I can’t even imagine what that would be like to deal with.
Some of my acquaintances on Facebook have detailed their health struggles in great detail. They’ve written about how they had to take themselves to treatments and even raise money for their healthcare. It’s always heartbreaking. As a caregiver, give yourself credit that you are helping another human being get through the pain, fear, and complexities of being ill. You will earn many karma points tenfold and your ability to survive caregiving will be your reward.
Have you been a caregiver to someone you love? How has caregiving affected your life? Please leave a comment below.
Jennifer says
I spent the last two years as a care-giver for my mother. Luckily, she planned out her own funeral and had a will in place years ago. Unfortunately, I’m still dealing with the stress of being the Executor of her estate.
Rebecca Forstadt-Olkowski says
I applaud you, Jennifer. Two years must have been hard. My sister took care of my parents in Colorado before they died. I came in for a couple of months to help out while she was out of town. It’s a huge amount of work. Sorry, you have to deal with the financial end as well but glad she had her affairs in order first.
Gilly says
Thanks for this post Rebecca, I saw it on Jennifers’s blog. Sounds like you are having a challenging time. Caring is one of the most stressful things we can do in life. My sister and I have been carers for our parents for the last few years as their needs got greater and greater. We’ve nursed them through cancers (both mum and dad) and dad’s heart disease. Then, last June, there was a crisis when my mum broke her wrist and was unable to do anything for my dad and so I had to step in. My sister was unavailable for 4 weeks and so I had no support and it was a nightmare. Things got so bad that my husband and I had to move into their house which meant neglecting my work and leaving our own home for just over 7 months. In that time my dad died leaving my poor old mum bereft and so we stayed to look after her. The entire situation brought me to my knees emotionally. I was a wreck mentally by the time we came back to our own house. Between us, my sister and I are caring for our mum and it is very challenging for all the reasons you outline in your post. And you are so right about making time for yourself. We are no use to our dependants if we are tired, drained and depressed. I hope you are getting plenty of support yourself and I also hope the treatment your partner is getting is effective. We must soldier on!
Rebecca Forstadt-Olkowski says
Wow, Jilly that was a tough situation for you and still ongoing. It can really upend your life. But, you’re right. We must soldier on and things will work out eventually. Stay strong and take care of yourself. Thanks, for your concern. We are hoping for the best.
1010ParkPlace says
Talking about yourself as a caregiver and taking time for yourself as a caregiver is not selfish. It’s the smartest thing you can do for your loved one. I’ve been a caregiver to my first husband who died of lung cancer and to my mother. The stress and fear is weighing and we’re no good to anyone if we don’t find a way to escape it for a while. Great post Rebecca. xoxox, Brenda
Rebecca Forstadt-Olkowski says
Thanks, so much Brenda. I know you’ve been through it before and understand. You’re right too. It does no one any good if you fall apart and the only way to avoid that is to take care of yourself as well without guilt.
Laurie Stone says
I know several caretakers who work so hard. This post is so important, especially about taking time for yourself. You can’t give something (like TLC) if you don’t give it to yourself.
Rebecca Forstadt-Olkowski says
That’s so true, Laurie. Self-care is a necessity.
Carol Cassara says
At this stage of life caregiving is on all of our minds.
Rebecca Forstadt-Olkowski says
Unfortunately, you’re right. Whether it’s parents, spouse, or pets, it’s part of life.